Is it ??

Tonight,i felt sad...
because i did something wrong again. i said the words that i shouldnt say..
i didnt think about the effect of it.
i also wonder why i will say like tat...
actually, i hv opposite meaning of it..
that 's let me know that i should change this bad habit..
besides that, i need to learn to be more patient, kind heart, more loving,and "be careful with my tongue..."
that is what i need to change in this year...if not how can i be a psychologist..?????

is it i can be a psychologist?
is it suitable for me ?
that is my dream ...
last time , i m sure that it is my dream...
but now????
i had asking myself many time...
sometimes, i'm sure...( i even felt that God want me to do that )
but sometimes, i 'm not that sure...
i m worry that i make wrong decision...
should i continue my form 6 or go to collage??
should i stay in hometown n waiting for another 2 years...
or jus go ahead...
is it stay here ...can let me to be more mature..?
or should i leave here? is it suitable time for me to leave??

a lot of questions...
i really dont knw how to do? how to make the best decision?
i pray...i pray...i jus can pray.....

who can tell me ? besides praying, wat can i do?